>> WHAT DO I DO? >> CLOSE WINDOW I CHANNEL MY EFFORTS INTO CREATING ALL MANNER OF THINGS. I DO MY BEST BUT MY OWN HUMAN EFFORTS DON'T SATISFY MY PERSONAL HIGH STANDARDS. I AM TORN BY A CONSTANT DESIRE FOR SOMETHING GREATER -OR JUST MORE. BUT I GIVE MY BEST TO SCOUSER.COM BECAUSE IT PRIDES ME TO GIVE SOMETHING BACK TO THE CITY THAT HAS GIVEN ME SO MUCH.